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wake up an embrace reality!
i need a change. and i know what it is!!
i have opened my eyes. i fucking know what it is i need to do. get away. i need to fucking get away. break free. and thank god i'm not recieving calls at this moment in time.
life is weird. signs come in all types of forms. it can be a street sign. it can be a friend telling you something. it can be a lack of sign too. a reality check thats all. some things are great. other things arent so much. but i get it now. know yourself. know the ones around you. know who you want to be. no who you want around you. know what you are not. know who should not be in your life. know the difinitions of important words. what is a friend? what is eloquent? lol. what is safe? what is courage? what is normal? what is change? what is ridiculous? what is in plain sight? what makes a person blind?
i think i'm really stupid! i'm a blind bat. i'm barkin mad. i feel like i was just hit with a "reality brick". there is a reason for everything. i'm in bum fuck PA for a reason. i'm supposed to be here away from things/situations/people. its meant to be.
so why in the hell am i trying to move back to frederick?? go back to arlington. thats what i NEED to do. i'd have a much better time.....
oh fuck. i don't even know what i'm babbling about.
i should go to bed.
i need a change. and i know what it is!!
i have opened my eyes. i fucking know what it is i need to do. get away. i need to fucking get away. break free. and thank god i'm not recieving calls at this moment in time.
life is weird. signs come in all types of forms. it can be a street sign. it can be a friend telling you something. it can be a lack of sign too. a reality check thats all. some things are great. other things arent so much. but i get it now. know yourself. know the ones around you. know who you want to be. no who you want around you. know what you are not. know who should not be in your life. know the difinitions of important words. what is a friend? what is eloquent? lol. what is safe? what is courage? what is normal? what is change? what is ridiculous? what is in plain sight? what makes a person blind?
i think i'm really stupid! i'm a blind bat. i'm barkin mad. i feel like i was just hit with a "reality brick". there is a reason for everything. i'm in bum fuck PA for a reason. i'm supposed to be here away from things/situations/people. its meant to be.
so why in the hell am i trying to move back to frederick?? go back to arlington. thats what i NEED to do. i'd have a much better time.....
oh fuck. i don't even know what i'm babbling about.
i should go to bed.