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there is no real way to ease into today's topics at hand. so i won't. i like chrissy. as a friend. i too enjoy her company. there is no way in hell that i would enjoy that company while sam was present. there are a lot of things i don't understand. i love sam but it hurts like hell sitting back an watching her be with chrissy. for an openn relationship. those are pointless. chrissy is going to hurt sam. sam is going to get jealous. and it's no longer my place, even as a friend to say anything. the open part of their relationship could be the reason why i had a box of condoms thrown at me. to me that seems like jealousy. but no matter how much i want her back. and no matter how open their relationship, i'm not going to be the other woman. and it makes me sad. it's all i seem to be good for. too bad because i ran into skizz an ashley at sheetz. he really wanted to see me saturday. but i declined because of the guest list.