sonnet 17

[dust_pixie]

man im so

I do not love you as if you were the salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way

than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

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me and my gf nearly split up tonight it was horrible. my pimpy was there for me im glad i had her to talk to....i never really relised how much i care about about her til tonight, so pimpy if ur reading this just wanna say thanx and that ur a good mate and u mean alot to me....i mean it babe. you really touched something inside me...ive never felt that close to girl pals...not even ma best mate....buti did tonight. i owe you xoxox
anyway im offski...
~see ya~