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been a long week.. greek week stuff was good- this year was a lot less stressful and a lot more fun than last.. true, we didn't place overall, but even the tke's said that they preferred working with us because atleast being with us was fun.... but now i have to deal with something instead of running from it.. i know i wished that people were more honest with me instead of deceiving, but i'm not sure this is what i meant.. someone hurt me over the past week and i'm not sure what to do about it.. plus, he's supposed to be my date to formal.. so now what..? worse is, i appreciate what carla and my twin are trying to do, i really do.. but i'm not sure how to take it.. they look out for me and are very protective.. when i told them what he had said, they asked me never to see him again.. and i'm glad they care so much about me.. but how can i just never see him again..? i don't want to hurt him, but i don't want to worry my sisters either....
i wish chana was here, she'd know what to do..