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okay so i gotta be quick cause the internet is going to shut itself off in like fifteen minutes..... stupid home internet...
i'm in pittsburgh..! (hooray..! i think..) i got in this afternoon :) don't know how it's going to end up though.. i guess sandi's mom feels she needs to talk to me about something.. i hope it's not about what happened cause i really don't want to be put in an awkward position.. what am i gonna do if she starts asking me things about her daughter that i don't feel it's my place to discuss..? i've made my decision about these things though: as long as the situation is not life threatening, i'm not going to discuss it if only for the fact that it's not my place.. which is probably what i'll tell her... i mean it's not my job to be someone's parent, only their friend, which is what i am and i don't want to feel responisble for any more, cause it's not fair to sandi and it's not fair to me.. just get to know your own daughter... anyway, so i'm seeing him tomorrow.. surpise to me cause even though i hoped to see him i wasn't going to count on it.. let's just say things have their way of not letting me.. but i guess maybe this time it's different..? i hope so, but i don't want to give my hopes up either.. :/ wish me luck i'll post what happens..!
i'm in pittsburgh..! (hooray..! i think..) i got in this afternoon :) don't know how it's going to end up though.. i guess sandi's mom feels she needs to talk to me about something.. i hope it's not about what happened cause i really don't want to be put in an awkward position.. what am i gonna do if she starts asking me things about her daughter that i don't feel it's my place to discuss..? i've made my decision about these things though: as long as the situation is not life threatening, i'm not going to discuss it if only for the fact that it's not my place.. which is probably what i'll tell her... i mean it's not my job to be someone's parent, only their friend, which is what i am and i don't want to feel responisble for any more, cause it's not fair to sandi and it's not fair to me.. just get to know your own daughter... anyway, so i'm seeing him tomorrow.. surpise to me cause even though i hoped to see him i wasn't going to count on it.. let's just say things have their way of not letting me.. but i guess maybe this time it's different..? i hope so, but i don't want to give my hopes up either.. :/ wish me luck i'll post what happens..!