hhhhhmmmm...
Well, I haven' done this in a LONG time. Well, like i don't mean update. I mean freely write. I'm bored and well, actuallt I should be doing french, but am not in the mood for it. I have grown to detest french very much. I am just not getting it.
Well, soon I will have graduated and I am a bit panicky for I have not yet sent in my transcripts and other neccesities. My guidence councler, the sweet women that she is, has come to no help AT ALL. She is as useless as brother. So I REALLY need to start hauling ass and take aniciative. (sp?!)
I am kinda excited to be finally getting out of highschool. Leaving the highschool means leaving the gay band drama with it. I even doubt I'll ever come to visit. I have no reason. None of my teachers are really visiting-worthy. Besides of course Ms.Pecora, who is AMAZING! So I am so excited to leave.
But I will miss some things. Such as seeing all my favorite people in the morning and all my crazy friends during the day. But no doubt most of all Chris. I will miss seeing him EVERYDAY! Since all of this crap going on with my family I really dunno what will happen to me. And if me, myself, do not what will happen to me. I have no idea what will happen to "us".But my hopes are we will be prosperous.
Hhhhhmmmm...And friendships. I am pretty sure I will not be living in South Plainfield, I am pretty sure my friendships will suffer. Such as Joel. No one ever knows what is going on in that kid's head. Like I DEFINTETLY want to keep in touch, but does he. I guess I wll put my effort and hope for the best. But other than that really, I'm not worried.
Well, yeah I have no idea why I wrote so much, but i don't think i can stray away from French any longer.
TO FRENCH!!!!
Love,
~>Saira
Well, soon I will have graduated and I am a bit panicky for I have not yet sent in my transcripts and other neccesities. My guidence councler, the sweet women that she is, has come to no help AT ALL. She is as useless as brother. So I REALLY need to start hauling ass and take aniciative. (sp?!)
I am kinda excited to be finally getting out of highschool. Leaving the highschool means leaving the gay band drama with it. I even doubt I'll ever come to visit. I have no reason. None of my teachers are really visiting-worthy. Besides of course Ms.Pecora, who is AMAZING! So I am so excited to leave.
But I will miss some things. Such as seeing all my favorite people in the morning and all my crazy friends during the day. But no doubt most of all Chris. I will miss seeing him EVERYDAY! Since all of this crap going on with my family I really dunno what will happen to me. And if me, myself, do not what will happen to me. I have no idea what will happen to "us".But my hopes are we will be prosperous.
Hhhhhmmmm...And friendships. I am pretty sure I will not be living in South Plainfield, I am pretty sure my friendships will suffer. Such as Joel. No one ever knows what is going on in that kid's head. Like I DEFINTETLY want to keep in touch, but does he. I guess I wll put my effort and hope for the best. But other than that really, I'm not worried.
Well, yeah I have no idea why I wrote so much, but i don't think i can stray away from French any longer.
TO FRENCH!!!!
Love,
~>Saira