Forever is a long long time when you've lost your way.
I just got completely ripped off for beer, and then I realized it was for $1.50. Nothing to me in the scheme of things, and probably better off in her hands anyway.
Vietnam has been exactly what I needed after Cambodia. Saigon still has my heart, but each city I've been to here has a different feel to it. Hanoi is all that is left, and I feel like I've had a good run here.
Despite being 2ish months away, I can feel the finality of the end of my trip. Part of me misses the comforts of home, mainly video games and toilet paper, and the other loves the uncertainty of days here.
Being on buses for hours a day has given me so much time to think, and the thing is, I have no idea what I'm going to do when I get home. The uncertainty here works well. At home, it does not.
How do you go back to a job you know you've left behind? What do you don't even know what type of job you want? There is no more school, there's the reality of having to support myself.
Sure, I'm going to be saving for the next trip, but how do you go back when you know what else is out there?