Nov 05, 2004 06:43
Normally I am not so gung ho about writing on LJ, but right now is a pretty dire time- my fish died. I realize now that I took them for granted, I always assumed now matter how infrequently I changed thier water or forgot to turn on thier light they'd still like me. They used to get so excited when I would come home from work, or school, or just stop by thier bowl to make faces at them. They used to synchronized swim together. They used to nibble at my fingertips when I dipped them in the top of the water . Now they are dead, and all because I got too distracted being on the phone when I was changing thier water and I forgot to put thier chlorine drops in . Go me Clarissa, you're such a fucking idiot.
I have a weekend off and nothing to do; I think I'll spend it staring at the wall and not leaving my house like the old days. I'm kind of sick of ending up on bardstown road with nothing to do there just to realize I am a complete loser.