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I came home from the ER at around 9pm. I was there since 11am and have never been so scared in my entire life.
My head is pounding and I can't walk on my own. I don't even know where I found the effort to type this out.
I'm still scared, I've lost 17 pounds in total now. I weigh 110. I was put in a wheel chair.
My back is grinding and my chest is tight, my eyes wont open all of the way and moving my head brings on a searing head ache bad enough to have me yell out. My mom cancelled her trip, she's staying for me.
I have no control over anything. I vomit without even being conscious of it anymore. My head is splitting in half. My breast bones feel bruised and tired. My arms feel too long.
I can only drink in teaspoons every 5 minutes. I am so thirsty.
When they injected the painkillers and anti-nausea medication into my IV the first time, my entire body felt like it was being filled up with formaldehyde. It started in my toes and in 30 seconds my entire body was stuck in one position, it was almost painful and I yelled out to the nurse but she said it was normal. I started crying, I cried over every shot they gave me, and she came over than it went away. It was horrible. When it came up to my chest i thought I was going to stop breathing. I can't even speak now, that much wasted breath hurts my head. It hurts so much.
No one knows what it is, I'm going to be seeing a gastrointestinal specialist. There's nothing else left to do. I can't sleep and I can't stay awake. I lay half conscious and slip in and out.
The first thing I said when I woke up in the ER from the pain killers was, "I want slaves". I lost count of how many IV bags I had.
My head is pounding and I can't walk on my own. I don't even know where I found the effort to type this out.
I'm still scared, I've lost 17 pounds in total now. I weigh 110. I was put in a wheel chair.
My back is grinding and my chest is tight, my eyes wont open all of the way and moving my head brings on a searing head ache bad enough to have me yell out. My mom cancelled her trip, she's staying for me.
I have no control over anything. I vomit without even being conscious of it anymore. My head is splitting in half. My breast bones feel bruised and tired. My arms feel too long.
I can only drink in teaspoons every 5 minutes. I am so thirsty.
When they injected the painkillers and anti-nausea medication into my IV the first time, my entire body felt like it was being filled up with formaldehyde. It started in my toes and in 30 seconds my entire body was stuck in one position, it was almost painful and I yelled out to the nurse but she said it was normal. I started crying, I cried over every shot they gave me, and she came over than it went away. It was horrible. When it came up to my chest i thought I was going to stop breathing. I can't even speak now, that much wasted breath hurts my head. It hurts so much.
No one knows what it is, I'm going to be seeing a gastrointestinal specialist. There's nothing else left to do. I can't sleep and I can't stay awake. I lay half conscious and slip in and out.
The first thing I said when I woke up in the ER from the pain killers was, "I want slaves". I lost count of how many IV bags I had.