Little Broken Always Been
I hate you.
You're so far away and you're still managing to screw up my life.
I was finally happy. Finally OVER you. And you had to show back up.
Why does this always happen? You never wanted me. NEVER. Not like I believed I wanted you. I DON'T want you. I want nothing to do with you anymore.
I don't even think about you. You never cross my mind.
I was so happy.
I was finally getting my life back on track. Getting it to go the way I wanted it to go. A new life. A new job. A WONDERFUL fiance. A perfect life. So far away from you. And you had to go and ruin it.
She doesn't trust me anymore. She says I've lied to her. I've never lied to her. Not in the way she means. My world is crashing arounf my ears again, thanks to you. Just like it always does whenever your ghost rears it's head. Why can't you just stay dead. Stay gone. Stay away from me. Why do you have to keep haunting me? What did I ever do to deserve this.
The love of my life doesn't trust me....
I've hurt her so much...
ALL BEACAUSE OF YOU!!!!!
I finally gotten away from all those bad habits I picked up from you. Finally stepped believing I had to be the strong one for everyone. Finally stopped beleiving everything that you had me believing. I had my life back. My dreams back. My future back. And now I'm back to where I started all because of you.
Once again you're screwed my life. Once again you've brought back all those insecurities.And I have no where to turn to this time. Because you've brought it back to her. TO HER!!! The one who made you go away. The one who made me forget you.
And you can't stand it can you? I HATE YOU!!!!!!!
I could never give her something that I gave to you. That's not right. She deserves so much more than that. But thanks to you she knows everthing now.
EVERYTHING!!!!!!
And she doesn't beleive my story.
She doesn't believe me.............
AND YOU DON'T KNOW DID ANY OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!
WHy can't you just stay dead?!
You're so far away and you're still managing to screw up my life.
I was finally happy. Finally OVER you. And you had to show back up.
Why does this always happen? You never wanted me. NEVER. Not like I believed I wanted you. I DON'T want you. I want nothing to do with you anymore.
I don't even think about you. You never cross my mind.
I was so happy.
I was finally getting my life back on track. Getting it to go the way I wanted it to go. A new life. A new job. A WONDERFUL fiance. A perfect life. So far away from you. And you had to go and ruin it.
She doesn't trust me anymore. She says I've lied to her. I've never lied to her. Not in the way she means. My world is crashing arounf my ears again, thanks to you. Just like it always does whenever your ghost rears it's head. Why can't you just stay dead. Stay gone. Stay away from me. Why do you have to keep haunting me? What did I ever do to deserve this.
The love of my life doesn't trust me....
I've hurt her so much...
ALL BEACAUSE OF YOU!!!!!
I finally gotten away from all those bad habits I picked up from you. Finally stepped believing I had to be the strong one for everyone. Finally stopped beleiving everything that you had me believing. I had my life back. My dreams back. My future back. And now I'm back to where I started all because of you.
Once again you're screwed my life. Once again you've brought back all those insecurities.And I have no where to turn to this time. Because you've brought it back to her. TO HER!!! The one who made you go away. The one who made me forget you.
And you can't stand it can you? I HATE YOU!!!!!!!
I could never give her something that I gave to you. That's not right. She deserves so much more than that. But thanks to you she knows everthing now.
EVERYTHING!!!!!!
And she doesn't beleive my story.
She doesn't believe me.............
AND YOU DON'T KNOW DID ANY OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!
WHy can't you just stay dead?!