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I could careless what happens to me physically, mentally, emotionally, spirtially.... even at home I realize none of those matter to some people, those who live with, realized that more than anything last night.
Theres one thing I do care about and would give it all just to see to their well being and happiness, just those I named family, not those that make me call family. Just those few who aren't even related to me, I'd give it all just for them, without a second guess or without regret. Call it stupid, call it irresponsible, but thats how much they mean to me, thats my way to show them I wish to spend everlasting with them. Without them, I'm nothing more than just like the rest of those I put up with here, no cause no purpose just hate and stress.
Just meeting them was the greatest satisfaction in my life, thats the only great thing I have to show for my life is meeting them and help make them happy as best as I could. I don't know what more I can do to prove that, its not like I felt this way about anyone else before, so i dont know any other ways to show it, I wish I could, because at times it feels like your not sure. I just wish I was alive sooner to learn the things everyone else felt and learn as children that I didn't.. so you wouldn't have doubts either..
Theres one thing I do care about and would give it all just to see to their well being and happiness, just those I named family, not those that make me call family. Just those few who aren't even related to me, I'd give it all just for them, without a second guess or without regret. Call it stupid, call it irresponsible, but thats how much they mean to me, thats my way to show them I wish to spend everlasting with them. Without them, I'm nothing more than just like the rest of those I put up with here, no cause no purpose just hate and stress.
Just meeting them was the greatest satisfaction in my life, thats the only great thing I have to show for my life is meeting them and help make them happy as best as I could. I don't know what more I can do to prove that, its not like I felt this way about anyone else before, so i dont know any other ways to show it, I wish I could, because at times it feels like your not sure. I just wish I was alive sooner to learn the things everyone else felt and learn as children that I didn't.. so you wouldn't have doubts either..