May 14, 2007 17:18
I hope all the Moms on my flist had a fantabulous Mom's Day in which they did things they enjoyed and were pampered and petted. Ordinarily I would have made some kind of art for the occasion but nothing is ordinary right now.
Mine was quiet. That's really all I can say about that. D's ex girlfriend still has her claws in him to some extent and...well, she's making things extra hard for him and for me, really.
I'm missing all the goings on in your lives and I'm sorry for that. Don't think I don't care, okay? Because I do. I'm just wrapped up in myself right now and that's what I have to do.
D is having knee surgery this Thursday and is justifiably frightened about it. If you all could pray for D in Virginia on that day, I would appreciate it very much.
And also...I know some of you talk about your real lives in your journal so I know you're fine with me talking about mine and I think I did this before but consider me just the kind of person who needs reassurance, okay?
So, I'm going to start talking a lot about what's going on with me. It's going to be therapeutic but...I'm not sure how it's going to read. I think it might be depressing, or it might be...just hard to read. At any rate, if you would like to opt out of reading that, let me know. Otherwise, you're all in.
The sun is shining and the wind is blowing the leaves on the trees. I can see the tree and the big meadow I showed you all from my window. This is a good thing.
mother's day,
me