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After some small partying in Ballantrae on Saturday night, I couldn't sleep at all. 5 am rolled around, so I left one of those movie-type handwritten love letters (minus the love), and left it by Carly&Bri's heads.
I walked down my street in pajamas and barefeet, while the sun was rising, and the moon was slowly disappearing. I reached the park, and sat on my swing (2nd from the right). The hardest part was walking back home an hour and a half later. But I needed that. Sometimes I feel like sleep is for the insensitive, but obviously everyone needs to sleep, so that idea's lame. I got mad at myself for not taking advantage of Ballantrae in ways like that before, but I guess that feeling was bound to come, right? When things get taken away, you automatically think of how much you took them for granted. It seems inevitable.
In two days I will have left here, to go there. On Saturday I'll be taking a train with Carly&Vanessa to Montreal to stay at Ali's camp for a bit. Then I'll go to Haliburton for a week to Art School. I've gone there since I was young, and this year I'll be taking a jewellery course. (go figure)
I'm also mad at J.K. Rowling for reasons I cannot state.
Later days.
(seriously, I probably won't be "alive" to anyone for a while)
I walked down my street in pajamas and barefeet, while the sun was rising, and the moon was slowly disappearing. I reached the park, and sat on my swing (2nd from the right). The hardest part was walking back home an hour and a half later. But I needed that. Sometimes I feel like sleep is for the insensitive, but obviously everyone needs to sleep, so that idea's lame. I got mad at myself for not taking advantage of Ballantrae in ways like that before, but I guess that feeling was bound to come, right? When things get taken away, you automatically think of how much you took them for granted. It seems inevitable.
In two days I will have left here, to go there. On Saturday I'll be taking a train with Carly&Vanessa to Montreal to stay at Ali's camp for a bit. Then I'll go to Haliburton for a week to Art School. I've gone there since I was young, and this year I'll be taking a jewellery course. (go figure)
I'm also mad at J.K. Rowling for reasons I cannot state.
Later days.
(seriously, I probably won't be "alive" to anyone for a while)