A possible BF...and issues therin
Well, I finally learned why he hasn't asked me out, or said yes to me asking him out.
It's a private matter though. He just needs time to think on a few things that have happened recently.
If it makes me feel better (and at most times it does) he says he would much rather be with me than anyone else.
All he wants is to be with me. IF things come to pass in one way... he'll have a bit longer to think. If not, it's just a moments thought, and I most undoubtedly will get swept off my feet with everything he will have to say and do just to see me smile.
He says that he has been smiling a lot more since he started working with me. He says he can't help it but smile if I'm smiling at him.
He gave me a ride last night on his motorcycle, and wants to take me out to a park/preserve some time soon so we can go for a walk and talk some.
"I want to talk to you" was what he said last night when we were bowling. I couldn't help but think "Maybe it's *the issue*! Maybe things worked out in my favor and he wants to tell me, to ask me out or something"
he said he wants to learn more about me. SO I'm thinking it's in my favor no matter what happens, he's just gotta work things out.
We started watching 'Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy" last night, and I fell asleep, he fell asleep... then at some point we folded the futon down and continued to sleep.
lucidness in sleep... what a wonderful thing.
But I couldn't help it yesterday before all the motorcycle rides and movie-ness, but feel a little depressed. He told me something, a reason why he hadn't answered when I asked him if he wanted to date.
I was worried that I'd loose him, but everyone I live with tells me that no matter what, if he really cares, I won't.
SO... when he called... I had the most amazing time ever. I loved it, the motorcycle ride, the bowling, the movie... and IHOP...
It was a wonderful night... even though we had a chaperone half the time... until she went to bed haha...
well.. time to go. I'm posting this in my other blogs... except in Myspace... since someone called me last night and I told him I was at work and my phone was dying...it was. But I wasn't at work.