Nov 21, 2002 07:27
As im sitting here, eating 4 slices of leftover pizza from last night and a big chunk of watermelon..I start to wonder why things happen the way they do? I mean, think about it..A few months ago, I was lost without a trace, in a world that consumed my every feeling, never allowing me to show it again. Then came along Sarah who told me to get this journal thing and see how things would go, so I did. And not only have I enjoyed it here, but I found the love of my life, yes, I found Jimmy. These past few months have been such an emotional ride, more emotional then putting all of Dashboard confessionals cds together, and THATS emo. You know the feeling you get, when you meet a person and you know you want to spend the rest of your life with them? Yeah, thats the way I felt when I talked to Jimmy. It was weird, the next day I met him, we started to go out, it was so sudden, so fast, but the rush was great. My mom told me to hold on to him, my brothers told me to let him go, he wasnt good. My friends said he was a bad influence on me..*Looks down and lets out a small smile* But you know what? *Looks up and shows her hand with the engagment ring* I followed my heart, and look at me now. In case you havent figured it out, yes, I am getting married. Eliza Dushku & Jimmy Fallon are to be married. When? Im not sure, we're still talking about it. But..while im making shocking announcments, I have one more..I, Eliza Dushku, am pregnant. Isnt it amazing? Now I know why im throwing up and why ive been so moody. But I dont regret a single second. I love my fiance, and I love my baby. *Smiles big* Sarah...I need to talk to you, I think I need to brace myself for this *laughs*
Taryn - We need to talk.
GOD I love this song.