too long
FFFFFFFFFF I CAN'T BELIEVE IT HAS BEING OVER TWO MONTHS SINCE I WROTE
I guess much has happened and I was also busy being emo.
And busy.
I'm gonna try to sum up all the shizz I've being through in the past two months~
Army - well, a lot has happened.
I applied a special file in request to move out of my unit and my job.
At first, I waited some time and then got an interview.
Thinking that "OMG THEY ACCEPTED IT!", I skipped happily that day to Tzrifin, which is the base where I had my interview.
And one of my friends, Guy, who is this like amazing cosplayer, who serves there showed me the way to where my interview was.
I waited for a while (reading the papers while at it) and then entered.
Unfortunately, I discovered that this interview was meant to just put me in a different unit and stay at the same job.
Which I didn't want.
The Non-Commissioned-Officer said they'll give me back an answer if they can also change my job at the same unit after some time.
About a few weeks later, I got the bad news that my request (AKA "55 file") was DENIED I can nither leave the unit or change my job.
I cried a lot. And I felt like something inside me broke.
This system is so fucked up and it's a shame when they DENY someones will to give more from himself to serve the country, not to mention this job takes me down the hill and make me emo D:
But I don't want to give up. I want to go the the Kaban, which is like a military psychologist and he helps people.
Sorta.
I can get out of this unit and job through this shizz but the only problem is that it takes a lot of time to actually get an appointment X_X
And to make things worse, the only kind of ray light I have in this job, aka my commander, is RETIRING ON MARCH
I have to do something soon if I don't want to find myself in a sticky situation.
-sigh- I just feel like my life are shitty recently -__-;;; like I want some time alone, with nobody bothering me or looking for me ot me having to search for other people.
I want to do this more and more lately which is bad, I'm not that kind of a person.
Also, I'm considering smoking lately
What else have being on... OH YES the con~
I was a bit too busy recently because of the con (which was on the 15 this week) and that's not because of the cosplay (well, mostly not because of it) but because I was part of the staff : D
From peeps out side of Israel, it may sound weird xD
But yeah, I was part of the staff we were about 10 people and working with the anime and manga org. in Israel
To tell the truth, most people didn't think we'll make it. We were expecting about 600 people
And almost 1000 people arrived!!!
True, we had a lot of technical problems and alot of problems to say the least~
but it was our first con and I think that mistakes happens to everyone on their first try xDDD
People said they really enjoyed (even if the whole time table was fucked up lol ) and a lot of people whom it was their first con said they had the best time ever!!! And I'm happy for it <3
Also! I cosplayed as Soul and a lot of people said I had one of the best cosplay around (even though the jacket was made really last minute in a two days in a row marathon xD ). Still don't have any normal pics of me but the hand blade and the teeth were a total success!!!
I'll upload some pics when I find normal ones Now my next cosplay is going to be a killer
Another thing has happened.
Me and my sis got a bit away from each other... I don't know why.
I know she calls me and I always forget to call her back or I remember too late at night that she called and I forgot to call her back... and I really do miss her but... I don't know I guess I'm just a big fat ass lazy person \: I always try to make myself do the right thing and keep in touch with people but I just can't hold to it... I think I came to a conclusion that I need, perhaps, someone to talk to X: I just... idk I'm being emo and it's so not like me... I'm holding so many things inside they may burst any minute... blah
BUT TO MAKE MYSELF LAUGH AND GLEE
I came back to my roots and began rewatching ONE PIECE
After about a dozen episodes from the spot where I stopped I thought to myself: "WHY THE HELL DID I STOP WATCHIG THIS AWESOME NESS?! BEST SAGA EVERRRR" so I'm watching like a mad girl hahaha xD and my fetish for Zoro didn't disappear pfff <3
I'm gonna go and be fat now.
No srsly, I gotta loss weight OTL