jobbies

[durty_witch]

well, my end of year/graded unit show has came and passed and to be truthfully honest, i think it was a total waste of my time and effort! Four people from industry showed (all fashion photographers) and the rest was friends and family. not any good to me as i done something completley special effects based (i made a mask and done a full body paint of a creepy jester...sort of based on Harley Quinn and The Joker.) so the photographers weren't really interestred in my table, even though i showed my other portfolio, but i dont think they were impressed. but i shifted quite alot of my cards. also, i feel the lecturers (apart from Karen) totally let me down aswell.....so not interested and just like...looking down on my work. it makes me feel like my work is shit and i cant do the job i desperatley want to do. whats the point if no-one really believes in you? theres only a couple of my pieces i'm happy with....but i dont think thats good enough. my friends and family thought it was good though, and my other portfolio....and guests of other people liked my work...but no job opportunities. its total crap man.

i've got SO much other stuff i really need to get done aswell. i have doubts i'm actually goiing to pull it off.

Jamie moves away tomorrow....i'm going to miss him ;(

.x.