the weekend
this was an odd weekend. i feel like i learned something, and yet i dont quite know what that something was. i feel like i missed something,but theres an overwhelming feeling that i was supposed to. i feel like i went somewhere but i stayed in Hollis. i feel like i came to some conclusion but then i cant figure out what it was about. i feel like im being pulled left, when my heart tells me i should be headed right. people are trying to lift me up, when in fact theres something heavy tied to my foot pulling me down. im pretty confused right now and only time will clear things up.
heres a poem from long ago
WASTED
Have you ever had that sinking feeling ?
pulled deeper even as you reach upward
Thrown off the bridge
With a stone tied to your feet
Struggle all you want
Its no use
Tied with chains
Watching as the fish float freely
You zoom past headed ever deeper
While they have all the freedom they want
Almost taunting as they swim in circles
They have the freedom but they waste it
Swimming around because they are curious
that’s what’s most disappointing
The ability to be free but not using it
heres a poem from long ago
WASTED
Have you ever had that sinking feeling ?
pulled deeper even as you reach upward
Thrown off the bridge
With a stone tied to your feet
Struggle all you want
Its no use
Tied with chains
Watching as the fish float freely
You zoom past headed ever deeper
While they have all the freedom they want
Almost taunting as they swim in circles
They have the freedom but they waste it
Swimming around because they are curious
that’s what’s most disappointing
The ability to be free but not using it