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i feel very sad. i am overwhelmed by sadness. i want to drown myself with tears. i want to indulge in sad songs.
i dont understand why i always lose. i. always. lose. and i cant fight it, and i cant win the battle. and what hits me most is that i thought i did. i thought i won. and now, my game is over, i have to pick up the remnants left all over behind.
like how customers always all come at one go, problems and bad news always comes in the form of a tsunami. ah. i really want to talk. i really want to type stuff out. but my mind is a blank and i cant muster up the right words. i dk how i got myself into this mess and i always, always cry over split milk. and i think i should just shut the hell up now. and stop rambling. so thats it. i will stop typing.
one last cry, before i leave you, and all this behind.
i dont understand why i always lose. i. always. lose. and i cant fight it, and i cant win the battle. and what hits me most is that i thought i did. i thought i won. and now, my game is over, i have to pick up the remnants left all over behind.
like how customers always all come at one go, problems and bad news always comes in the form of a tsunami. ah. i really want to talk. i really want to type stuff out. but my mind is a blank and i cant muster up the right words. i dk how i got myself into this mess and i always, always cry over split milk. and i think i should just shut the hell up now. and stop rambling. so thats it. i will stop typing.
one last cry, before i leave you, and all this behind.