Oct 04, 2005 19:36
I'm so lost .. She called me again and told me more info... she said that she doesn't want to see liz do this with her life.. I don't understand .. i told her its her choice and lose .. and she wants to try new things i guess... again she comes back and says that none can deal with what i have dealt with with her .. She read her blog and my blogs today to.. she said about her saying that how i got the tail end of it all .. I agreed with her but i know her friends have been through alot with her to .. I told her that.. But she also said that even though her friends were there for her all the time that none of them could see her in the state she was in tell i came along .. Then she said some of her friends couldn't even talk to her or see her because of that state she was in .. And how i could still see her and help her and such .. I'm so lost now .. I don't want this person feeding me more info its hurts me to see that i could still have that chance with Liz i want that chance again it would be amazing .. i do love you liz .. and i do hope the best for u ...