upset...

Nov 15, 2005 21:37

nothing fancy.. nothing special..

im really upset as of sunday when i had to do the worst
thing ever... which was break up with jacob.. and its a
a long story! but its so hard to hate him! i liked him
for such a long time.. b4 i even knew him.. i had one of
those stupid middle school crushes on him.. well now he is
out of my life.. which is good/bad.. since the reason he is
is b/c of his lieing.. but i miss him.. but i kno i shouldnt
i dont kno what to do anymore.. i just needed to let all this
stuff out and i decided livejournal was a good place to do it
l0l things wont ever b the same.. once again im going to have
to teach myself to move on.. which isnt new! its just really
hard.. i mean we only went out for a !month.. but if you would
of known me and him we liked each other a WAY long time b4
we started going out.. so i guess its hard to understand why
im so upset... i just miss him.. but i shouldnt!!!

... but there might b a new boy.. hes been here since day 1..
thank you "new boy"
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