My dreams

[duperach]

Was just wondering and thinking to myself. Why hasn't anyone ever stepped out of his comfort zone and willingly do anything just to make me happy, bring me happiness for eternity, give me what I need/want in life, make my dreams come true. Why hasn't anyone fought for me like those in the movies or drama? Why haven't I gotten my version of fairytale? It's gets really exhausting to be the one waiting, has anyone ever waited for me? Or maybe, just maybe, I should leave and do this alone. Leave this place once I get my first bucket of money, venture overseas and explore the other side of the world on my own. Probably dive in different islands alone. Learn to live by myself instead of relying my dreams on someone whose uncertain if I'm ever gonna be part of "our future". Just do it myself. Why? Because I don't want to succumb to the fact/reality that my whole life is only about waiting for something to happen. I want someone to make it happen for me or else, I'll just have to do it alone.

:有时候我真的真的好伤心因为我所看到的"我们的未来"越来越大模糊了.