3rd of 2012!

Jan 03, 2012 00:50

It's finally 2012 and today's the 2nd day of 2012.
I'm a little skeptical to what's laying before me but I'd say this is a year of changes.
1.)Dad may change his 10 years of service job ( which means no access to free private pool&gym, no turkey/beef/ham for the upcoming years of christmas!)
2.) Brother getting his O's results on 8 Jan
3.) Brother going into a Polytechnic
4.)I'm gonna finish my degree soon
5.)I'm gonna work full-time soon
6.)Mum gonna finish her Advance Dip and get more responsibilities in her work
7.)Azlan gonna ORD in September and he's still yet to decide on his next step

Gosh!

Before touching on 2012, I need to comment on how 2011 had been for me. It's been a really terrible year for me. School issues top it all, other than academically, I found out how fragile human are. Especially relationships between people. People whom I thought I could trust actually disappointed me over and over again. However, this is a lesson learnt the hard way, I misplaced my trust onto someone who doesn't deserve it so its partly my fault in the way i determine who are true.

Secondly, I've always think that we shouldn't find death cause we shouldn't be worry as death will eventually find us just a matter of time and we should not take life for granted. However, I got to know that, human are so fragile when they are faced with hurdles and difficulties in life and the only short cut they chose to solve it all was to find means to end their life. These hurdles and difficulties too shall pass, life is so precious, there are so many ways, why choose the extreme way?

Thirdly, in 2011, I learnt that we should be responsible for the things we do and say. Never put your family as a laughing stock take them as a joke even how badly they have mistreated you. Never ever publicly talk negatively, degrade or shame your family and,  LOVE bears all things.

Lastly, my 2011 was a better year because of my family, my lovely friends and boyfriend who has always been there were ready to hear me screw things up. They are the ones that kept me on and fighting even how hard it may seem. THIS TOO SHALL PASS!

Few things that I hope to achieve in 2012, yes resolutions what's new? Ha!

1.) Finish up my degree w honors and graduate happily in Nov 2012
2.) Get a Bike license
3.) By God's grace, get a desired job that pays me well!
4.) Return my school fees at least 15% by this year to my grandaunt
5.) Get married/engaged or wtv at my dream age 22 ( not attainable! lol!)

First 4 are attainable but the last one can just forget it! LOL!

Happy 16th! :D
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