When the colors all collide inside, well, I can barely hide: you are the only one
"Break through the silence
The gulf that's between us
Take all the heartache
And bullshit that builds up
And we will unravel,
Unravel the moments.
And we will unravel,
Unravel the moments."
Nothing like Darren Hayes' album This Delicate Thing We've Made while you look at ChadxIshida. ♥ That is my Bleach pairing, if I had to pick one. Because if I have a favorite character, it is Chad. OMHCHAD. Friggin' Hyne, yeah.
Manderz is out riding in cars with boys, I'm having a crisis of faith and future, and I watched "The Breakfast Club" with my brother and my mom to try to help delay the inevitable "what do I do?" conversation I'm having with my mom tomorrow and maybe Mandy tonight. And with a bottle of Pyramid Apricot Ale tonight, too, let's not forget. Because apparently I do not drink hard liquor. We have two whole bottles of rum and a bottle of vodka upstairs but I never touch it. I'm not classy enough. Plus, I'm too much of a lightweight. I stick to beer because I can't get drunk off it.
So what do I have doing tonight? Other than Chad and his little Quincy, of course. ^_~ To be honest, I have plenty I should be doing, and too much to think about to be jumping on it this very instant. I am reserving tomorrow night, after I get done talking to my mom, to finish the Peony shirt and begin the belts. I am also reserving Thursday night for that, and for Japanese homework that my professor piled on last Friday and I'm just now addressing as a concern. Instead of doing anything worthwhile today, I made a Sakuracon packing list for every person in the group, watched my requisite German soap opera and an episode of Hetalia, and went to class to rot in my seat while getting attendance points.
In short, after all the time, effort, money, dreaming, and hopes pinned on teaching, I'm doubting that it could ever be my choice of career. I don't like people enough for it and the summers off aren't worth the extra work to me. But that's not the main problem. There's more. I just don't wanna burden y'all with my whingey problems right this second. I don't feel like talking about it too much, either, ya know? I'd rather be all yaoi-tarded and play around on Danbooru or something, since I'm trying to break the 4chan habit. I'll figure out the life issues. I always do, some way or another, or the world solves them for me.
Here, lookit my beautiful little monster! My kitty! ♥
Orange burrowed in where I peeled my blankets back, and I don't have the heart to kick him out so I can get my legs under. I let him be, and after he stayed there nearly an hour, I went and got my camera, Maximilien, to take a photo. He didn't even open his eyes or stir at the flash. My cat is out like a light.
Here's the other angle, with his legs sticking out and sprawling all over the place. He's taking up quite a lot of space but it's just precious! I can't bear to move the cat. Plus, he's warming that space up for me.
So.
"Whatever we do lays a seed in our deepest consciousness, and one day that seed will grow."
The gulf that's between us
Take all the heartache
And bullshit that builds up
And we will unravel,
Unravel the moments.
And we will unravel,
Unravel the moments."
Nothing like Darren Hayes' album This Delicate Thing We've Made while you look at ChadxIshida. ♥ That is my Bleach pairing, if I had to pick one. Because if I have a favorite character, it is Chad. OMHCHAD. Friggin' Hyne, yeah.
Manderz is out riding in cars with boys, I'm having a crisis of faith and future, and I watched "The Breakfast Club" with my brother and my mom to try to help delay the inevitable "what do I do?" conversation I'm having with my mom tomorrow and maybe Mandy tonight. And with a bottle of Pyramid Apricot Ale tonight, too, let's not forget. Because apparently I do not drink hard liquor. We have two whole bottles of rum and a bottle of vodka upstairs but I never touch it. I'm not classy enough. Plus, I'm too much of a lightweight. I stick to beer because I can't get drunk off it.
So what do I have doing tonight? Other than Chad and his little Quincy, of course. ^_~ To be honest, I have plenty I should be doing, and too much to think about to be jumping on it this very instant. I am reserving tomorrow night, after I get done talking to my mom, to finish the Peony shirt and begin the belts. I am also reserving Thursday night for that, and for Japanese homework that my professor piled on last Friday and I'm just now addressing as a concern. Instead of doing anything worthwhile today, I made a Sakuracon packing list for every person in the group, watched my requisite German soap opera and an episode of Hetalia, and went to class to rot in my seat while getting attendance points.
In short, after all the time, effort, money, dreaming, and hopes pinned on teaching, I'm doubting that it could ever be my choice of career. I don't like people enough for it and the summers off aren't worth the extra work to me. But that's not the main problem. There's more. I just don't wanna burden y'all with my whingey problems right this second. I don't feel like talking about it too much, either, ya know? I'd rather be all yaoi-tarded and play around on Danbooru or something, since I'm trying to break the 4chan habit. I'll figure out the life issues. I always do, some way or another, or the world solves them for me.
Here, lookit my beautiful little monster! My kitty! ♥
Orange burrowed in where I peeled my blankets back, and I don't have the heart to kick him out so I can get my legs under. I let him be, and after he stayed there nearly an hour, I went and got my camera, Maximilien, to take a photo. He didn't even open his eyes or stir at the flash. My cat is out like a light.
Here's the other angle, with his legs sticking out and sprawling all over the place. He's taking up quite a lot of space but it's just precious! I can't bear to move the cat. Plus, he's warming that space up for me.
So.
"Whatever we do lays a seed in our deepest consciousness, and one day that seed will grow."