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oh what the fuck
I was all set on getting a new journal for the new year -- I think I've mentioned that once or twice this month -- and I guess it never occurred to me that the username I wanted would get picked up between then and now, when I'd thought of it. I guess that's a hindsight on my part, but I just thought it'd be hilarious to have a journal registered at the beginning of 2008, you know?
But no, some shithead for an RP (at least it's Kingdom Hearts, so I can appreciate the irony, but still) had to grab it a couple months ago, and I didn't even realize. The variants were already gone, too, so I don't know what to do: either come up with an alternative in the next couple of days, or abandon the plan and get a new journal at some different point in time. Obviously I don't know which to do yet, but this is not a very fun thing to wake up to, I don't hink.
Which is too bad, since I've been having a good time? I won't talk about Christmas because there's nothing to talk about there. I went places, I played things, HOLY FUCK UR MR GAY SUPER MARIO GALAXY, and that's about it. Though during all that revelry, I managed to figure something out about myself -- just a personal thing, don't worry about it -- and now I've been feeling a lot better about certain silly issues. Plus I've picked up this small inspiration to fix up my computer again. This thing's a couple of years old, the vidya card isn't top-of-the-line or anything, and I can't run all the games that I'd like to run smoothly, so I'm interested in finding out how cheaply I could throw one together, buy a barebones, or do something that's better than this. Alternatively I could say 'fuck it' and buy a new television. Not sure where I want some extra money to go just yet, if at all, since I could keep saving up for things I never buy. I don't even know.
That's where I stand today. I don't feel like going back to bed (I was there for a while), so I guess I'll just hang out for the rest of the night. Who knows what'll happen. If I feel particularly ambitious I could scribble down something I've wanted to write for the last couple of days, but it's been so long since I've done anything fiction-y that it could just end in disaster. Or not. Or maybe.
I think I'm a little anxious. But that's probably the whole anxiety-mental issue-something-something going on that I experience every so often. Shit like that doesn't usually need a trigger, I just start freaking out for a few minutes or hours at a time. Don't know why I'm even mentioning that, but there you go. I'll kick back and calm down, since at least this isn't over anything specific. Just want to run around in a circle, is all, which may not be so bad when it looks like I'm packing on the pounds again.
blah blah i'm going all out
[edit] I THINK I HAS THE SOLUTION :< Though knowing my luck, people might mistake it for a World of Warcraft journal, from the username alone. I can't help it if I draw on terms from there that no one'll understand, okay.
Speaking of, I might take the time to jump back into the game, I guess. Not to see my friends, but just to take it in all for myself, try to make it fun somehow. Hell, I'm so close to rerolling Alliance, something I bet you thought I'd never say, huh? Well, times change, and a gnome/dwarf tank may or may not be hilarious. Knowing me I will do neither and jack off, because lol lesbian porn.
So anyway.
[edit x2] ... why am I so hungry still, DO YOUR JOB HOT POCKET
I was all set on getting a new journal for the new year -- I think I've mentioned that once or twice this month -- and I guess it never occurred to me that the username I wanted would get picked up between then and now, when I'd thought of it. I guess that's a hindsight on my part, but I just thought it'd be hilarious to have a journal registered at the beginning of 2008, you know?
But no, some shithead for an RP (at least it's Kingdom Hearts, so I can appreciate the irony, but still) had to grab it a couple months ago, and I didn't even realize. The variants were already gone, too, so I don't know what to do: either come up with an alternative in the next couple of days, or abandon the plan and get a new journal at some different point in time. Obviously I don't know which to do yet, but this is not a very fun thing to wake up to, I don't hink.
Which is too bad, since I've been having a good time? I won't talk about Christmas because there's nothing to talk about there. I went places, I played things, HOLY FUCK UR MR GAY SUPER MARIO GALAXY, and that's about it. Though during all that revelry, I managed to figure something out about myself -- just a personal thing, don't worry about it -- and now I've been feeling a lot better about certain silly issues. Plus I've picked up this small inspiration to fix up my computer again. This thing's a couple of years old, the vidya card isn't top-of-the-line or anything, and I can't run all the games that I'd like to run smoothly, so I'm interested in finding out how cheaply I could throw one together, buy a barebones, or do something that's better than this. Alternatively I could say 'fuck it' and buy a new television. Not sure where I want some extra money to go just yet, if at all, since I could keep saving up for things I never buy. I don't even know.
That's where I stand today. I don't feel like going back to bed (I was there for a while), so I guess I'll just hang out for the rest of the night. Who knows what'll happen. If I feel particularly ambitious I could scribble down something I've wanted to write for the last couple of days, but it's been so long since I've done anything fiction-y that it could just end in disaster. Or not. Or maybe.
I think I'm a little anxious. But that's probably the whole anxiety-mental issue-something-something going on that I experience every so often. Shit like that doesn't usually need a trigger, I just start freaking out for a few minutes or hours at a time. Don't know why I'm even mentioning that, but there you go. I'll kick back and calm down, since at least this isn't over anything specific. Just want to run around in a circle, is all, which may not be so bad when it looks like I'm packing on the pounds again.
blah blah i'm going all out
[edit] I THINK I HAS THE SOLUTION :< Though knowing my luck, people might mistake it for a World of Warcraft journal, from the username alone. I can't help it if I draw on terms from there that no one'll understand, okay.
Speaking of, I might take the time to jump back into the game, I guess. Not to see my friends, but just to take it in all for myself, try to make it fun somehow. Hell, I'm so close to rerolling Alliance, something I bet you thought I'd never say, huh? Well, times change, and a gnome/dwarf tank may or may not be hilarious. Knowing me I will do neither and jack off, because lol lesbian porn.
So anyway.
[edit x2] ... why am I so hungry still, DO YOUR JOB HOT POCKET