Dear Heero
I am Insane.
Hi... Yes I am Insane, I guess I am the type that doesn't need to be put into a holding cell I am not
an Insane mensches to society just pretty much myself. Or I use to be a pretty bad danger to myself
last year It was pretty bad!..... So far I have been pretty good with suppressing my anger in this first month.
I may blow my top a few times but all n all I have chilled out, I almost left a rant on DA that Trowa would be able to see
but I thought better of it and deleted it cause I just needed to rant now I felt better then just took it off because
I know its not Trowa's fault he had to work and make money i am not blaming him I don't want to make him feel bad at all.
Then I'd just feel even shittyer So I am glad I was better then that and deleted what I bitched about. Still tomorrow is going to be fucking
boring, most of my days are like that anyways so what is the big difference in tomorrow going to be any different?
I Just hope for at least a few good hours I'll be able to entertain myself with writing, not let myself slump down into this horrible stuck depressed state.
That I have come to find myself is still in from time to time I don't feel like doing shit! Its hard to want to get up from some place once I sit down. I am just like
-_- I have been doing a good job of keeping my ass in gear its just Cohee will be going into work tomorrow at four he has already been gone for 2 nights or busy doing something.
-_- I keep talking about how i like being alone @_@. But really I just want some nice peace time to rp with Trowa with not many interruptions. We have gotten that many times
Its just tomorrow we won't be when we could and we can't cause of stupid money and working. *sighs* Ah well its how my life rolls ain't much I can really do about it now.
Thursay I was deathly sick I am still trying to recoup from that, I don't feel at the top of my game yet, I had puked nearly all night, ended up throwing up blood.
I know you have taken good care of me Heero I am grateful for that, I know you helped Quatre out as well so thank you Doctor Heero your my life savor and my
best friends life saver *huggles*
Anywhots I am going to go to sleep now ^_^ Since I have to wake up early to take the pup out tomrrow I'll probably just clean then lay in bed @_@ or watch Netflix. Which is like
my best friend these days! And my puppy and kitty ^_^ they make me happy!
Alrighty then Later on
Goes to cuddle Between Heero and Trowa
Duo *sleeps*
Hi... Yes I am Insane, I guess I am the type that doesn't need to be put into a holding cell I am not
an Insane mensches to society just pretty much myself. Or I use to be a pretty bad danger to myself
last year It was pretty bad!..... So far I have been pretty good with suppressing my anger in this first month.
I may blow my top a few times but all n all I have chilled out, I almost left a rant on DA that Trowa would be able to see
but I thought better of it and deleted it cause I just needed to rant now I felt better then just took it off because
I know its not Trowa's fault he had to work and make money i am not blaming him I don't want to make him feel bad at all.
Then I'd just feel even shittyer So I am glad I was better then that and deleted what I bitched about. Still tomorrow is going to be fucking
boring, most of my days are like that anyways so what is the big difference in tomorrow going to be any different?
I Just hope for at least a few good hours I'll be able to entertain myself with writing, not let myself slump down into this horrible stuck depressed state.
That I have come to find myself is still in from time to time I don't feel like doing shit! Its hard to want to get up from some place once I sit down. I am just like
-_- I have been doing a good job of keeping my ass in gear its just Cohee will be going into work tomorrow at four he has already been gone for 2 nights or busy doing something.
-_- I keep talking about how i like being alone @_@. But really I just want some nice peace time to rp with Trowa with not many interruptions. We have gotten that many times
Its just tomorrow we won't be when we could and we can't cause of stupid money and working. *sighs* Ah well its how my life rolls ain't much I can really do about it now.
Thursay I was deathly sick I am still trying to recoup from that, I don't feel at the top of my game yet, I had puked nearly all night, ended up throwing up blood.
I know you have taken good care of me Heero I am grateful for that, I know you helped Quatre out as well so thank you Doctor Heero your my life savor and my
best friends life saver *huggles*
Anywhots I am going to go to sleep now ^_^ Since I have to wake up early to take the pup out tomrrow I'll probably just clean then lay in bed @_@ or watch Netflix. Which is like
my best friend these days! And my puppy and kitty ^_^ they make me happy!
Alrighty then Later on
Goes to cuddle Between Heero and Trowa
Duo *sleeps*