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wow, lots of metallica as my itunes shuffles through tonight. damn the intro to human on S&M is fucking awesome. hell, that entire album just fucking kicks ass. anyways, i came here looking to see if i could remember how to put pictures in posts because i wanted to post a picture of how i am thinking of cutting my hair but ended up reading a bunch of old entries. i was so happy freshman year of college. that isnt to say i am not happy now but damn, i remember feeling like i was on top of the world. i think it was the idea of being close to a bunch of social people and as i have moved through life, my circle of friends has shrunk. but when it comes down to it, they are people i truly love. i cut out the extraneous people i met in the dorm because i just dont fit with them and if i have learned one thing in life it is to get out of the groups i clearly dont belong in. and if anyone from moorpark still reads this, especially katie, i miss you guys and i kinda wish i could come home more often. i will prolly read that last part in two years while being back at home going to CSUN for teaching or something and long to be back where i am now, on my own and free. i just hope everything school wise works out. i really just want to be done with school. and i hope i can make it as a teacher. i mean, be a good teacher. i hope it is something i end up enjoying. the idea sounds good but i hope the real thing is just as good. oi. i need to get back to studying. history midterm in about 12 hours and 20 minutes and it would be really nice if like 10 hours of that was sleep...long weekend topped off with an indoor soccer game. i am so ready to pass out