well the internet is actually the bane of my existence
last i was surfing the web to try and find archived "SASSY" magazine articles and stumbled upon a website that is the last "lost" issue of SASSY but the name changed to SISSY in any case it is a short story by evan dando
here is the link, i don't got the guts to read it so someone tell me abou it
http://www.blairmag.com/sissy/evan.html