Feb 18, 2006 18:33
hmmm.
What am I doing to myself?
This has to end.
I have to get it out of my system.
I can't live like this.
It makes suicide an alomst pleasant idea.
okay...
I'm going to end it.
I will...
God... I sound like some sort of drama queen.
There is lots of things to live for.
I will just bear my chest.
Get it out of my system.
Even if it ends it, well I will at least feel at peace.
Peace.