Jul 28, 2005 01:34
Ok umm i just want to clear up the whole drama annoying shit... well it all started a long long time ago at the beinging of the school year lol haha... well newho ummm yup i met kyle and at first i didn't like him at all and he was just a really kool friend and he was sooooo nice and soooo funny... hard to believe huh? lol but neway... finally one day we hung out and um yea i guess he wanted me or something??? riiight but newho i denied him cuz he was supposed to be my best friend then and i never saw him like that and he had a girl friend... but after that all my friends started to tell me to like him and he was hott and everything but at first i said no until he started to be interested in stacy and then finally i realized really what was right in front of me... so i started liking kyle but by then it was too late cuz he already had broke up with his old g/f and was going out with roxanne... so at first i didn't like roxy but then i loved her lol she was amazing and i still got to spend a lot of time with kyle... All i wanted then was to just stay his best friend... but then we got into a fight about some bullshit... i don't even remember wut something about me being a bitch i duno who knows...but it was prolly cuz i was jelous or something but then we didn't talk for like a few weeks and finally we started hanging out again and finally i was happy again but soon him and roxy broke up and i duno why he broke up with her... but then i decided i would actually tell kyle how i felt n things were good for a bit..... i guess... but then nicole came around and he started to be interested in her and she was just pissing me off left n right i don't think intentionally but im sure she could see what was going on and u'd think she would just stay out of everything but no she didn't she kept talking to kyle n everything and then one night things just changed with me n kyle and i didn't even get it at all and i still don't but my point is you all need to understand i didn't just like kyle... he was my best friend for a while and we used to hang out everysingle day... and i miss that a lot.. he has changed so much and he's not the same person i thought he was but im still in love with him and about the whole chelsea wanting to beat jackie's ass for talking to kyle.. Im not down with that because Jackie new kyle for a long time before nicole was even in the picture at.... So i guess we r just guna see wut happens but im pretty sure i kno what im guna do and btw everyone.. the reason i want to beat nicole's ass is not cuz kyle likes her and not me... thats not it at all... Its that she talks shit about me and she is just a heartless bitch who thinks she's hott shit... so yup. Thats just the way its guna be... So nicole u can not call me a stalker cuz i def. am not... yea i care about the kid and everything and im not guna get over him in a fucking week so deal with it.... u can't just flick a switch and turn off u feelings....(proud words of jackie young) lmao... but yea everyone who really knows me.. I hate like noone and for people to have a problem with me is pretty lame... so later BITCHES...
I Can't Find A Reason To Let Go
Even Though You've Found A New Love
And She's What Your Dreams Are Made Of
I Can Find A Reason To Hang On
What Went Wrong Can Be Forgiven
Without You, It Ain't Worth Livin' Alone
Sometimes I Wake Up Crying At Night
And Sometimes I Scream Out Your Name
What Right Does She Have To Take You Away
When For So Long, You Were Mine
Thats about exactly how i feel about that whole situation.... and yes i do have personal problems but obviously u all do too.... i shouldn't care nemore and only a few people understand... Yes he is an asshole and i don't kno how either but i still am in love with him... or the person he used to be. Thats why im so upset... Thankyou and goodnight
o n this song sounds like a guy i once knew
He can make anybody pretty.
He can make you believe any lie.
He can make you pick a fight with somebody twice your size.
Well, He's been known to cause a few break-ups,
An' he's been known to cause a few births.
Well, He can make you new friends, or get you fired from work.
He got me in trouble in High School,
He had some of the best times He'll ever remember with me:
Alcohol; Alcohol.
He is medicine and He is poison,
He can help you up or make you fall.
He had some of the best times he'll ever remember with me:
Alcohol.
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