the hardest thing to do i thought was to watch someone die....

[dunnodontkare]

now i know its to tell sumone u love that u hate them and u dont love them and want nothing to do with them! I do not hate amanda just for the record its not her fault at all well ok it takes two but he initiated it, planned on it all week and lied to her and me! told her we were not together or getin back together. he lead her on and she really thought they were gonna be more than fuck buddies. i made him tell her to her face he wanted nothing more than sex and he regreted it. then he told me in front of her he didnt regret i he was just gettin it outta his system b4 we get married!!! ha i hate him so much more than i have ever loved him!!! anyone who has ever cheated please tell me how can u go on living?!?! how can u tell someone u love them and go fuck someone else after that? how can u go everyday knowing how much of a slimebag u are and not regret it or show any remorse??? i hate cheaters i hope u all fucking die!!!! NEVER would i cheat on someone what would the point be??? u r in a relationship which means u r commited to each other wether its a day a week or all eternity as long as u r in the relationship u r commited to 1 person no more. if u wanted more have no strings sex or firends with benefits dont date

if anyone wants to hang out n help me get my mind off of him so im not dumb enough to go back PLEASE CALL ME!!! cell will b gettin turned off wen i get enough money for another one 507-3673 or call my dads 762-7354 or visit me at chubbys off of 10h and marquette in south milwakee across from the old taco bell and behind the old burger king (btw neiher of them buildings are there any more but thats how everyone knows the area)