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well suprisingly i have 10 bucks left but i say i am brok until my next check only cause then i can buy more if i save this..... hmmmmm ok i just reread what i wrote and I'm not sure if it makes any sense at all! Erika i got u a present i think ur gonna like it u better!! i know u will:) u know i was talkin to ur mom the oter day bout somthing and we got on the subject of me and kevin and she told me dont even think of gettin married I wanted to tell her so bad too late or im not the only one in the family talkin bout it shes says were too young. Ok sure maybe we are young but we gotta learn form our own actions i wont say mistakes cause if u think its a mistake u wouldnt do it.. right?? hmmmm.... good question! kevin will be at ur grandparents with me ur mom asked me if he was goin i asked if he would he said yes so now hes goin that should be very uncomfterable feeling.... i cant spell man o man i am tired!! Kevin went shoippin for me today n he came home and said he doesnt know what to get me i told him id REALLY like a ring not an engagement ring or anything that fancy just like apromise ring i guess.. he told me absolutely no jewelery and he said the more i ask the further i push him away please tell me how am i pushing him away he asked what i wanted i told him what id reallt like to have and well.... I dont know looks like i get nothin just like my bday! all well glad i only spent almost 200 on him between bday nad xmas hes been since his bday but im still gettin more what a dumbass i am huh? he is so spoiled by me all well... i am stupid aren't I.... Well, stephanie Gawin and I went shoppin for Matts gift and well we think hes gettin her the ring I picked for myself that she liked also it was only 199 usually 459.99 so yea if she gets it ill cry! Maybe im bein greedy but tell me 2 years ok ok a year and 8 months u think i could get something? MAtt n steph have been dating for only 8 months n he bout a $200 watch for her bday and now possibly a ring! all well I will be thankful for whatever he gets but i dont know i.... i think im just gonna shut up and go to bed im not even sure if peple read this any way any more so ill keep it to myself good nite if u do read this and u wanna tell me is it wrong to want one or not let me know waht u think!!!