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so yeah i havent updated for so long...
current news
SOFTBALL FUCKING BLOWS
i have just learned how much i dispise softball
second week of softball
and it sucks...
i have bearly seen steph
i knew this was coming though so i dont know... i just didnt expect it to suck THIS much
i miss her so much... cause i cant be with her everyday... i hate it... not that we were together everyday but it was almost every day
now i see her for like
an hour a day just so i can actully SEE her
it makes me... very sad...
blah
i cant wait till softball season is over...
but with my luck i wont see her for a month after that...
we are suppose to go to north carolina, and mom doesnt want me to go :( and if she goes and i dont ill cry i swear, i will not be able to see her till school starts...
blah...... i am going to be so depressed that month cause i know my mom wont let me go, ill just have to go if i dont want depression hardXcore
blah i am so fucking depressed lately and i dont know why
it might have to do with not being able to see steph at all pretty much
or i could just be bipolar, which i will never rule out, my mom doesnt think i am but i do so blah
hopefully seeing steph today... but with my luck lately i will doubt it
anyway i am going to go, cause someone is trying to insult me on aim... this early? lol
i love you baby... and i miss you so very much
current news
SOFTBALL FUCKING BLOWS
i have just learned how much i dispise softball
second week of softball
and it sucks...
i have bearly seen steph
i knew this was coming though so i dont know... i just didnt expect it to suck THIS much
i miss her so much... cause i cant be with her everyday... i hate it... not that we were together everyday but it was almost every day
now i see her for like
an hour a day just so i can actully SEE her
it makes me... very sad...
blah
i cant wait till softball season is over...
but with my luck i wont see her for a month after that...
we are suppose to go to north carolina, and mom doesnt want me to go :( and if she goes and i dont ill cry i swear, i will not be able to see her till school starts...
blah...... i am going to be so depressed that month cause i know my mom wont let me go, ill just have to go if i dont want depression hardXcore
blah i am so fucking depressed lately and i dont know why
it might have to do with not being able to see steph at all pretty much
or i could just be bipolar, which i will never rule out, my mom doesnt think i am but i do so blah
hopefully seeing steph today... but with my luck lately i will doubt it
anyway i am going to go, cause someone is trying to insult me on aim... this early? lol
i love you baby... and i miss you so very much