GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
I would really appreciate it if someone explained to me why i still care about someone who could give two shits about me.....honestly!!! i really dont understand why i am trying to be his friend.....really dont.....its frustrating....i am trying my hardest to be nice to him because i dont want it to be awkward......and they way he treats me is like crap!!!! maybe the way he is treating me is like the way that i treated him and now i know and it sux and im sorry, but honestly!!!! if you dont want to be my friend, THEN PLEASE TELL ME AND I WILL STOP TRYING!!!!! of course it is going to hurt but i am trying my hardest...in the time that we have not been together, he has pulled a 360 on me and has changed.....things i hear about him are not the person that i knew and loved....maybe i really didnt know him....but i dont know....sometimes i feel like i was lied to during our relationship....i'd lke to think that you were truthful to me but i really just dont know anymore!!!! i knowt that it has only been about a month....but this person has changed so much....it still hurts very much to know that i cant just call him up and see what he is up to.....like i said GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
anyways.....now that i am done venting (def. did some venting at work....i love muli and kristie!!!) things have been good!! i got my nose pierced which i neglected to tell my parents, so i hope they are ok with it even though i am 19.....been having some good times with friends....working alot and very early, so i am usually extremely tired!!!
peace out kids.....going to sleep
anyways.....now that i am done venting (def. did some venting at work....i love muli and kristie!!!) things have been good!! i got my nose pierced which i neglected to tell my parents, so i hope they are ok with it even though i am 19.....been having some good times with friends....working alot and very early, so i am usually extremely tired!!!
peace out kids.....going to sleep