i do, but then again i dont

[dunkingirl]

i say i hate you.....but i dont
i say i didnt love you.....but i did
i say i regret being with you.....i dont
i say i dont miss you.....but i do

i say i dont want you back.....but i do
you left me remembering how things were
and wishing what could have been......

i hope that someone can make you happy in the areas that i couldnt
i thought i could bury all this pain
but im just like everyone else....wearing a mask

im trying not to hold on
but i cant seem to let go
please Lord
make this heart whole
so it can love again

please Lord
i cry out to you
for strength and healing