Damn alot has happened...so heres how i feel...
Well alot has happened lately. Most of it has to do with women problems...but my family isnt helping either. First, the women problem: It all kinda stated about 2 or 3 weeks ago. I stated to be more outgoing and finally talk to some ppl i normally dont. I built a really good friendship with both Kirsten and Krista. Even tho Kisten was my friend before...we became alot closer. I had mentioned going out with Kirsten before...and was pretty serious b/c i thought that me and krista couldnt be together. I mean, she liked Eathan and was really close with him and shes gonna be gone most of summer. So yea, then the other night...Krista asks me out. I had to say no, b/c i had things to think over. So she was all mad/depressed and wouldnt talk much about it. Then Kirsten calls, and i wanna talk to her about everything that just happens...well she just hangs up the phone on me. So idk what to do there...they both are acting a little immature/childish..and niether one will really talk to me about everything. So right now, im not sure it would work with either of them..idk tho. Then my family...o this is good. My mom grounded me today for doing a "burn out" in the drive way while i was backing out and "flying" down grove st. My tires squealed a little, and i was doing 35 in a 30. Can we say overexageration? Anywho, wat all started it was that i hadn't done any laundry. Well, for one...i do a hell of alot more laundry than my sister does dishes...and im the one that always gets yelled at. So she yells at me for that, but i didnt have any time to do it anyways..and she knew it. I was with my dad last night..then went to sleep. And as soon as i wake up i hear, "Why isnt any laundry done? Dont make any plans tonight, your doing at least 5 loads b/for you do ANYTHING!" Well I dont think she heard the Fuck You! as i walked out the door, but anywho...that started my day out well. Then when i get home she just grounds me...wtf?! I had no fucking time...so thats some total bullshit. O well, shit happens i suppose. And i cut,drink, or anything tonight b/c i told Krista i wouldnt...damnit. O well, im sure its best. A drink does sound so good right now tho. Well, im gonna go...do something...idk yet. Byes.