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There is a problem in my house, it smells of farts. I think, I hope it's my dog.. She has this suspicious look on her face. This isn't really what I felt like talking about but well it's something, it tell's you were my level of comfort is at.. low.. My friend AG just got his website up and it has a painting I posed for on it, in which I am getting blown up. It is the one on the very bottom left, I can't say it's my favorite of his but how many times do you get to be immortalized in a painting and get blown up at the same time? not many...
Today I turned down the opportunity to hold a puppy, what's wrong with me? I went to the pet store that had the caique I bonded with a while ago, the caique is gone, not that I would have gotten that one but I missed it anyway. I've been behaving oddly lately even by my own standards, nothing crazy mind you. Just you know, I'll do or say, or not say certain things and then the very next minute think to myself "what am I doing? why did I say that? why didn't I say anything?" it's something I wish to end. Normally I can go through a whole day and only feel that way one maybe two times, lately it seems almost constant.
Today I turned down the opportunity to hold a puppy, what's wrong with me? I went to the pet store that had the caique I bonded with a while ago, the caique is gone, not that I would have gotten that one but I missed it anyway. I've been behaving oddly lately even by my own standards, nothing crazy mind you. Just you know, I'll do or say, or not say certain things and then the very next minute think to myself "what am I doing? why did I say that? why didn't I say anything?" it's something I wish to end. Normally I can go through a whole day and only feel that way one maybe two times, lately it seems almost constant.