what's on my mind
As much fun as hanging out with the guys has been over the past few months, it's definitely different not having any close female contact. Yeah, I talk to girls here and there at class and at work, but it's not the same. Being single has its ups and downs, but one thing's for sure, I do miss having someone to hold, kiss, cuddle with, etc. Even having a close female friend like Katie freshman year, where we hung out practically every day and talked about pretty much everything was great. I miss that. I dunno what's wrong with me, but I think I'm just going through some weird girl withdrawal or something. A lot of people that I've met or already know just seem so wrapped up in themselves and are not even willing to spend time with anyone else. Also, it's not like I'm just sitting here wishing I was with a girl. heh, no. It's just an emotion that seems to be occurring more frequently than normal, that's all. Who knows though, maybe I'll meet someone new or even rekindle an old relationship in the near future.