Oct 15, 2008 22:42
So, it's been awhile and I'm so very sorry. I know there aren't many people, if any at all, that actually read this but nonetheless I feel the urge to post. It may be the simple fact that at some point in my life, I really want my past documented. I'm so completely terrible about it. It's not that I don't like to write, its just that I can't ever find the time which depresses me greatly.
Home
My mom and I are getting along splendidly and I think it's the simple fact that we don't live together. I'm going back home this summer for the usually check up at the doctors because I haven't been feeling so hot lately. Could be the fact that I run myself raggid, but that's neither here nor there.
School
Well I'm not going to lie, school is HARD. Being a pre-med major really really sucks. On a good note, I was pre-accepted into KCUMB so I only have 1 year left of school and then I'll be a big bad first year medical student. Its kind of scary knowing that my whole dream I've been hoping for might actually come true.
Romance
Same shit different day. Actually I take that back. I'm kind of happy where I am right now. I'm not with someone yet people are still finding me attractive. I think its a very good balance for me right now.
Adam
Still in Iraq and it's not the easiest thing in the world. At the same time I think I might try to get over him because lets face it, I'm not sure the boy is ever going to grow up and appreciate me for me. I can only hold on to that dream for so long. I still promised myself that I wouldn't take off his necklace until he comes home safe and I plan to honor that.
I believe that is probaby all for me. Hopefully I can get some responses to know people are still out there....anywhere?
romance,
school,
family,
adam