college bound (please could you at least use nylon ropes?)
God damn it. So my mother basicaly said "ok, your going to college". Now I just smiled and nodded, but here we are, and she gave me a call 3 days ago basicaly saying in 30min what I'll say in one sentence. "theres some kind of series of essay questions on the umass website, you need to do that by the 15th".
nice. ...thanks Deb. So now I'm writtign about a book, and me and umass. and I'm not ...structurign my time very well. ...fuck they're goign to kick me out of the library soon. bah. It's not liek i dont have alot to say, or that I cant. but I dont like the preasure, and and dont like how for the past three days shes been calling me up to five times a day!. and always always its a different guilt trip. "do you need a printer? I cant realy aford to, but i can buy you one". "the guy looked over your GED score, well he said that you could go anywhere brendan. the skys the limit for you, he said he's never seen scores liek that, so if theres a college you realy want to go to, I'll do my best to pay for it, maybe you could write a list..." "I'm working 10am-12am, Its a long shift and I realy dont get any breaks, so you wont be able to reach me" "Do you need a printer? I dotn want you hand writtign it. your handwritting, well Brendan, its terrible. so if you needd a printer, wait i think i have one here. do you need a printer? do you know how to install one if i gave you mine?
kill. me. kill me.
wow tryign all that felt good. very zen. like puttign it ina balloon or something. Ah! my phone!, ...oh wait its not her... OK. ::breathes::
well back to my shitty esssay.
...grummble...
nice. ...thanks Deb. So now I'm writtign about a book, and me and umass. and I'm not ...structurign my time very well. ...fuck they're goign to kick me out of the library soon. bah. It's not liek i dont have alot to say, or that I cant. but I dont like the preasure, and and dont like how for the past three days shes been calling me up to five times a day!. and always always its a different guilt trip. "do you need a printer? I cant realy aford to, but i can buy you one". "the guy looked over your GED score, well he said that you could go anywhere brendan. the skys the limit for you, he said he's never seen scores liek that, so if theres a college you realy want to go to, I'll do my best to pay for it, maybe you could write a list..." "I'm working 10am-12am, Its a long shift and I realy dont get any breaks, so you wont be able to reach me" "Do you need a printer? I dotn want you hand writtign it. your handwritting, well Brendan, its terrible. so if you needd a printer, wait i think i have one here. do you need a printer? do you know how to install one if i gave you mine?
kill. me. kill me.
wow tryign all that felt good. very zen. like puttign it ina balloon or something. Ah! my phone!, ...oh wait its not her... OK. ::breathes::
well back to my shitty esssay.
...grummble...