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[dunand]

What a relief it was, last night was i night that i had needed for soo long. Thunderstorms always make me think, its a time that i can just sit alone watch the sky light up and watch bolts of lonliness throughout the sky. Yet last night i was not alone i was in the presence of Dave on the porch. Just chatting and talking one second total darkness and in an instant the lightning slightly illuminating some of our features. Last night was incredible. Of course i had to be outside when it started raining which may or may not have been annoying i mean it began as a slight pitter patter then soon turned to buckets leaving me soaked and cranky. Then i finally realized that i wasn't going to hide the fact that i was in a bad mood so like the weather i miserably carried on until i got home. Watched Rose Red theres something about that movie that really freaks me out, call it childhood fears maybe? the fear of the unknown can be so powerful especially when i stay home alone and theres a thunder storm talk about pathetic fallacy. So anyways dave it was nice having that chat with you on the porch "oh why can't i be what you need.......i break in two over you...i break in two and each peice of me dies" Ahhh yes lonliness ahhh yes the feeling of being walked all over by another i guess the past is the past. Dave thanks for talkin with me and CONGRADS:):):)
I wish i could have seen ZZ top last night it sounded fuckin awesome from all the things i have heard, tonight i really hope to see rufus wainright :) i really hope it doesnt rain, but if it does i plan on going anyways if anyone is interested.
Wow this has been one tough week sorry if i seem downs and also if anyone wants to go grab a coffee or anything up at Bridgehead you know my number just give me a shout!
hope everyone had a great few days and to those who saw ZZ Top i wish i could have been there amungst you guys have a great night everyone
love ya's