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ugh.... so tonight I'm driving home from Comox.
now, I'd been excited about moving out the last few weeks then as I'm driving home I become completely overwhealmed with thoughts like "what about a phone, you'll need a cell phone so that you can have employers call you, what about a bus pass, you need to get around, okay maybe just a bike, no even a bike you need a helmet and a lock...." and these thoughts just kept coming. I don't know how I'll ever do it, I'm still convinced that I have to go, to do my best and put those thoughts aside for now, save as much as I can and not seek some extravagant existance, not buy petty frivolous things while I'm still in my comfort zone and just do my best.
Oh man, it was brutal, everything i was all excited about was so easily disturbed. I pray this can work out well.
now, I'd been excited about moving out the last few weeks then as I'm driving home I become completely overwhealmed with thoughts like "what about a phone, you'll need a cell phone so that you can have employers call you, what about a bus pass, you need to get around, okay maybe just a bike, no even a bike you need a helmet and a lock...." and these thoughts just kept coming. I don't know how I'll ever do it, I'm still convinced that I have to go, to do my best and put those thoughts aside for now, save as much as I can and not seek some extravagant existance, not buy petty frivolous things while I'm still in my comfort zone and just do my best.
Oh man, it was brutal, everything i was all excited about was so easily disturbed. I pray this can work out well.