i dunno

[dumptruk]

i dont know. its lovly me neil is back. i love him a lot. and thats why ive been as neil puts it "yelling" at him. but i only yell because hes hardheaded. i just want him to succed and be independant. see the reason why living poor and veing homeless isnt so bad is becasue ive been here to take care of him. so hes been ok. ive fed him made sure he had somewheres to stay drove him around.. but im getting to busy fer that with full time school in summer ;( two jobs volunteering and just family and such. so i need to make sure he takin care of since i cant, and the only other person to do that is himself. so i ned him to step up and be indepedant enough to get a place to live, because phx is very dangerous at night and he could get killed very eaasily just wonderin around at night. its not like bham and small and cute. i just hope hes sees it. he'll thank me when were older. but

i do love you, please understand im doing this for you. it will be better because well make it better!