friends
i was hangin out with some friends tonight who i havent hung out with prolly in a year... they are still pretty much the same. but it was fun. ryan's finally gettin some long overdue action. its a shame he must rob the cradle to do so. hahaha... aww man yuri and tyler. they are still hangin all over each other just like when they met. its cute. they are a happy lot. im gettin excited fer neil to be down. thats cool. it will be nice havin him around again... make things a shit load easier fer the relationship and all... it will enable us to be more relaxed about everything again... that will be nice. it was nicer when it was just more a good time instead of the always checking to see if he was on the net and then being disappointed a lot. but soon ill just be able to call. that will rock... i just hope i dont fuck it up... because now i cant blame him as easily fer everything anymore...hahah...its funny. everything goes in circles.. after last summer ryan went to tuscon, ciara went to tempe, yuri and tyler went and did there thing... but now they are all back. this summer is exactly like last summer. cept better because we all kinda miss each other and want to hang out. i was all sad last year now everybody is back... they just couldnt resist me fer too long. hehe. i dont know though, im just happy things are gonna be ok.. things will be happy... i hope neil gets himself back on track but you know i really dont care what he does... im just happy ill be able to go see him pretty much whenever i want again. tis a good feeling. ok well im way to tired and neil is prolly sleeping so no use waiting up...