*everything is good*
you know when things are going soo well you're just waiting for the shit to hit the fan. so many good things in the past week but the good has to end some where right? well i'm just waiting for that shitty thing to happen. maybe i'll get hit by a bus and i'll be in a coma then i can't get my new raise at work and i can't start the band and i don't get to spend time with **** then all the good things would be either put on hold or be gone, oh, well i'll just roll with it and wait. fucking paranoia