First off School suxx, it hasn't even started and I hate it already. Having to deal with school I went to Wal-Mart today and bought all my school supplies. Which sucked so much. Having to shop by myself was ok, but since every mother and her kid was there shopping for last minute supplies made the work so much hard, Having to leave my cart and go get supplies made it also longer. I don't know how i managed to fuck myself over i did. I got my ass chewed out by this Fat fuck. What happened was this fat girl was running to her mom yelling "Mommy Mommy look we haven’t seen this movie" I guess this girl didn't realize that her fat hips were to big for the isle and she hit my cart and made me run into the isle wall. As i said under my breath " little excited are we?" Good thing she didn't hear me our i would be dead now. Bad thing is her grandma heard me. Which she replied "keep your comments to yourself" Good thing she was nice. Because if not I would be launch for Godzilla's MOMMA. so shopping by myself was fun in general considering it made me feel like a fag.
Tonight I'm going to my friends house, and hanging out with my favorite DUDES, even one of my good friends from INDY. I hope we have a good time, and not talk about our dicks are chicks 99.9% of the time, like we always do! So hangin out with my friend is going to be great before school starts.
Being able to drive by myself now has it major ups and downs.
One Up, is not having to ask people to hull my ass around.
And another one is having control over your radio and climate control, which was a big problem with my parents. One down is having to tell/ask my parents everywhere i am going. If I am at a friends house, and we go to the store then come back to the house, I would have to ask. With is MAJOR BS. My parents have never been to strict with stuff like this, but once i got my truck they have changed. So the BIGGEST down for me has to be, Being so fucking lonely. all your life you have been riding or driving with someone, then one day you just find yourself driving alone. If you know me I am a sensitive FAG. And stuff like this bothers me. I have often found myself listening to Talk shows on the radio (which i always talk back to...which is creepy). So IDK, i just get lonely sometimes when i drive around town by myself.
I really really like this girl. And I love talking to her and hanging out with her. We have been friends for about 4 years. But this past year I have been really liking her into which I want to get into a relationship with her. Well everything was working fine and i was thinking she was getting the hint that i like her. Well one day a she was talking to her older friend when he told her "don't you think he likes you like a boyfriend" when she replied "Nah, Idk so, we are just good friends" AHH OMG. That hurt my feelings a little bit, because I have tried so hard to get this girl to notice me and like me. So IDK if she doesn't know I like her like that OR she is giving me a big hint saying I DON'T LIKE YOU LIKE THAT. What do you think.. Ahh I really like this girl. and it sucks that she isn't getting a clue.
Another thing that pisses me off is, I have written this thing three times now. Once was because i was trying to insert this picture and another time i was trying ot Copy this whole thing and i deleted it. ARG.