mehh
i hate being alone. im fine with my friends and even with my family...but those moments when you know that you're just not...loveable...or desireable in anyway
well they suck =\
ive got everything going for me...i actually am starting to be proud of some of the things i do which is new to me...and im so happy i have stef...i dont deserve such an amazing friend...and ive been a good daughter lately...much better than i used to be...
somehow theres just that thing thats missing...that feeling...before i started dating at least i never experienced it and i did like people...
but now tehres just that feeling of loneliness b/c you dont think that anyone is ever going to be able to truly care about you..and you'll be the girl who loves someone who will never love you back??? what am i talking about...i cant even get a guy to LIKE me let alone love me...
im tired of trying to not care about this b/c if people think its stupid so be it...it's important to me b/c im insecure as it is...and if i want to waste my time on relationships or make mistakes...then so be it...its my time to waste and my mistakes to make...
people talk and they should stop correcting my life or pointing out whats wrong and get their own life...
well they suck =\
ive got everything going for me...i actually am starting to be proud of some of the things i do which is new to me...and im so happy i have stef...i dont deserve such an amazing friend...and ive been a good daughter lately...much better than i used to be...
somehow theres just that thing thats missing...that feeling...before i started dating at least i never experienced it and i did like people...
but now tehres just that feeling of loneliness b/c you dont think that anyone is ever going to be able to truly care about you..and you'll be the girl who loves someone who will never love you back??? what am i talking about...i cant even get a guy to LIKE me let alone love me...
im tired of trying to not care about this b/c if people think its stupid so be it...it's important to me b/c im insecure as it is...and if i want to waste my time on relationships or make mistakes...then so be it...its my time to waste and my mistakes to make...
people talk and they should stop correcting my life or pointing out whats wrong and get their own life...