Dec 24, 2004 12:01
why should this have been different? the ones before were the same. they ran off in 2 weeks. why was i expecting this one to be special? why did i think that if i changed myself things would be better?
they wont. the fact of the matter is that i am just not good enough. maybe for a week or two im interesting, but after that...they get bored.they're solution? ignore me.
this is my last entry. no one reads this anymore. no one cares anymore. and im sick of reading in every entry "im so sad".
and chloe it was unexpected...but appreciated..happy holidays and new years.
good bye