supreme emoness that i can't seem to get rid of
all i know is that somethings just never change...and it sucks.
i hate this feeling...with a passion but i cant seem to get rid of it.
im spending all night on my emersonian gift for a guy a barely know not expecting anyone to do this for me.
yet somehow...ive grown up with the impression that that is what i deserve. and if my parents are right...
im getting what i deserve and nothing more or less. there's always someone better. he/she will get what i want b/c that's how my life should work. it's good to be happy, but you learn more stressed. relaxing is just a polite way of saying slacker. i can't change the fact that i was once a fuck up. i can't make amends. my effort is meaningless and nothing i do will ever be enough.
god parents are amazing sometimes.
i hate this feeling...with a passion but i cant seem to get rid of it.
im spending all night on my emersonian gift for a guy a barely know not expecting anyone to do this for me.
yet somehow...ive grown up with the impression that that is what i deserve. and if my parents are right...
im getting what i deserve and nothing more or less. there's always someone better. he/she will get what i want b/c that's how my life should work. it's good to be happy, but you learn more stressed. relaxing is just a polite way of saying slacker. i can't change the fact that i was once a fuck up. i can't make amends. my effort is meaningless and nothing i do will ever be enough.
god parents are amazing sometimes.