enough is anough

Jun 06, 2006 16:01

So I might have actually pushed him away so why is that I don't feel so bad?
Maybe because he is partly to blame, or maybe cause just doesn't  feel the same.
I've tried countless time and with little less effort nothing has gotten through to him.
How can a friendship work when your not willing to listen or understand.
I never asked for much from him the only thing was be honest and fair but it was like my feelings were a game to him at seeing just how far I would go till I went over th edge.

Now I'm not saying I'm some victim here oh no. I have given out my fair shair of pushing and pulling with venomes words and crule behavior. My own little way of making one feel like shit just because I want to bring them down when I'm already down. I insult him to his face, remind him of just how useless he is, bring to his attention that I do everything.

Even the best of friends can be the worst of enemies. Because we know so much about each other and the feelings are their that it's the only way to deny whats really going on inside.... we love each other (or I least I do)
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